给姑丈的祝福

姑丈在昨天半夜12点多离开了

去年年尾说他得了肺癌末期

剩下6个月的时间

辛苦撑过了整个七个月…

在七月的最后一天结束的同时

他也结束了

想起今年5月学校假期去KL玩

离开的时候他跟我说

“其萁再见。”

可能这句话在过去每次离开KL他都有说了好几次

可是都没有觉得有什么特别

可是这次好像特别语重心长

我一直记得他跟我的道别

可是我都没有好好跟他道别

姑丈……走好。

Bye now...

今天是上学的最后一天

老实说这整个星期都没怎么在上课

不是要听说明会早退

就是要做身体检查所以跟老师请假

好像什么都很赶

我就跟我妈说应该早点退学才对

星期三参加歌唱比赛场了麦可的Heal The World

上台紧张到一发声同学以为是男生在唱歌= =”

还叉音…因为我们组我是第一个开始唱

加上Instrumental在比赛开始前半个小时才听到

很怕进错地方…不过稍微安慰的是

至少还得了第三名XD

去听说名会看到很多这次要一起去台湾的人

保荐单位说今年人特别人

所以…特别的人也特别多

有金毛狮王、小卷米粉头、侧面50度角头发像金在中、眼线画到严尾变成一个圈(?)的人

不过是很兴奋啦…虽然没有学长但也有一起进辅仁的4个同学

问题是听说广告传播很难申请还有功课多？！

还说Carmen读的淡江国贸系是大家公认的天堂

怎么会这样？国贸听起来比较困难耶~[抓头]

说回学校…基本上我去学校老师也自动把我当透明

因为现在是考统考最后几个月的冲刺时间

大家都很忙做练习还有考古题

我被晾在一边…

只有把人家给我的几本纪念册慢慢地写完

还有今天把“妹妹的另一个名字”这本小说看完

基本上这本书是没有什么重点XD

今天最后一节MEW就一直在我手上画图

我是很喜欢她画的东西没错啦…不过那么多颜色涂在我的皮肤上

会不会有问题？！

最后上完课老师说今天是我的毕业典礼[没能参加毕业典礼还有谢师宴我是很遗憾没错]

叫大家跟我讲几句话…害我很不好意思XD

一直在那边鼓噪要别人哭…我没哭但是佳璇哭了

我就一直说：哎哟~~~~~我又不是现在就走…这阵子还会一直回来的说

话说我真的觉得还有一个多月是很长的时间

放学一直问我可不可以在我的衣服上画东西

然后大家都像苍蝇冲上来画= =”

是有点吓人没错= w =

不过还蛮感动的…还有小马送给我的“离别之花”

我真的会很想念大家T_______T

A DAY

woke up nearly at 7.00

straightly rush towards my dear computer

mum woke up at 8 something

naggaing about me...saying i'm in fornt of the computer again

so...to stop her i went washing the cups still staying in the basin

then carefully move my mum's car out

and my car in

started vacumming and nearly 2 hours passed

damn big job cz it's reli dirty inside

havnt clean my car for nearly 1 month?!

ok...jz that im lazy

began washing with soap...im totally wet

bcz of the water and sweat

so went to take bath

set off at 10.30 to buy ticket of HARRY POTTER

and the half blood prince of course

luckily thr's still places for 4 of us...

including mama,my two sisters and me...

thr's still half an hour left before the movie starts

so went to wembrey park

the chicken rice i ate is reli......

uh uh...not delicous

discusting

the chicken meat is so hard enough to hav a single bit

luckily i still like d lime juice^^

finished up the food and went in the cinema

everything happened within half an hour


the movie makes me confuse...cz totally forgotten what was the story

since i've read that book i tink 2 years before

then go hum...SLEEP until 7 and...

nw i'm blogging


today is a day...and not bad^^

算了...

昨天PO了有关她的文章
但今天一整天有点良心不安…
所以我选择删除
我想过不在我的部落格上写她
我应该坚持这样的想法…
只是昨天发现她发表的文章有点气昏了
昨天PO了才慢慢恢复理智XD

人家要PO我是没办法阻止
但我可以不跟别人一般见识[笑]

再重申…
我想过不在我的部落格上写她
是因为想给她最基本的尊重
毕竟这是我们两个人的事情…
我不想搞到众人皆知
虽然没有到家丑不能外扬的地步
但是对对方有什么意见也许只是大家各自的想法
不需要写出来…如果事实真的是这样
日子久了就会看得到

不过我还是想提醒她…
像不屑就有骨气点不屑到底
不要在那边偷偷赖皮
这样很没骨气
你在我心中还是有尊严的
要干就干得漂亮点…至少别让我看不起。

My Luck

I'm so unlucky for this week

First...my handphone missing

stolen by someone I don’t know

after half an hour

I sprinked my ankle seriously

urgh…

This is what happened

After school…ding dong dang

me and Juliana walk to get the badminton rackets on my car

she get the key from me and tried to unlock the car

and OMG!!!

I’d forgotten to lock my car this morning

immediately notice that my phone wasn’t there

it means “MISSING”

walk back with a very down mood

and then have a badminton match with the juniors

beep~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

sprink my ankle when I treid to get the first ball far away from my right

I think I’m too nervous

feeling damn pain but it got better after seconds

so that I continued the whole match

after the match…siiting there to watch other team’s match

felt nothing but then after I walk to check for the marks

halfway I shouted for Carmen’s help

I can’t even move a centimeter more

Yeeyin drove my car in then I jumped all the way to my car with my right leg

I might lose my weight I think

I’m sweating

SO TIRED= =”

I’d been sitting on my sofa for 3 days…