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I'm emotional these days, pressure freaks me out. My life's such a mess. I'm happy to have my sisters around, but I can't really afford the tireness, being a tourist guide and an AD student at the same time. I want to be with my sisters, I want to show them the place I live. So I skipped classes, but tons of homeworks were still there waiting for me to finish. I hv no laptops around me when I'm away, so everything's delayed. And i have to pass up all the assignments in time, no excuses.

My brain's no more mine. I'm way so panic with all those papers on my table, trying to figure out what to do first. I didn't realise that I actually talk to my roomate after speaking to her. I need time. hell yea...I need time!!

Oh well...at least I've got some of them done. But still, there's much more after this. Planning an activity is such a hard work, most of my pressure's coming from here - "The Foreign Student Night". I gotta get everthing right in time but I'm just afraid I can't make it. Four weeks left huh? Gosh...I hope this will end very very soon.

4 assignments on the waiting and I have to work with 4 different team with different team members. Hah!

And for the Business assignment, what will happen if u were in a group with lousy team members and a super duper lousy team leader? Let me tell you, the result is : goin to make a presentation and hand over the written report within 3 weeks but nothing's done now, not even visiting a company. I'm pushing so hard but no one's moving!! Yea maybe just me and another girl. Those who cares more than others probably has the hardest time.

For example, my buddy, the poor Cindy. She's sick for 3 weeks and not yet reveal. She sleeps around 3~4am everyday just because works were not done yet. I nearly cried when i read her msg saying she's so tired. I hope I could do something just to let her gain more time for sleeping.

Well...that's all for now. Complaining makes me feel better.
Thanks for those who encourage me.

I love my family, and my friends ♥

I heard this two songs and I was touched.
they were so soft and beautiful(?) Hmm...listening to musics makes me precipitate. I think that's why musics' so important for me, they make me stay away from stress and troubles in reality. Make's me feel better to keep moving on.

熱狗肉丸熱狗熱狗熱狗肉丸(101110)

好忙好忙 但是Life's so fun.
我做好多事 認識好多人 好充實


i bought myself a new ring:D

考試周好痛苦 雖然真正要靠的只有2科
但是考試周之後要交的報告真的像山一樣多 oh no.

但是要加油

亞太影展志工要去面試 要用英文自我介紹好緊張
我八百年沒講英文了 雖然報名表上英文的程度填的是普通

但是要加油

加油。

Family ♥

Seriously i cried everytime i watch this.
tears of happiness.

2 months left and im going home

I miss my dad, my mum and my sisters so bad.

LOVER MOM.

it's momma's bday and i'll wrote a post for her every year.
she's the woman i love the most in my entire life
and i cnt even mention hw much she gave me
who makes differences in how i tink and how much they change me.

thr's no word to describe hw is she important to me
which sometimes make me think of dying if she's leaving
i knw that's a wrg mind of thinking.

word couldn't express my feelings
which's like tons of water coming over like tsunami
strongs of winds coming over like tornado

i love her, mayb more than anyone could imagine
she could easily control my laughs and tears
in just a single word
just a single touch
just a single expressions
or just a "momma" who slipped through my mind

talk to her in the phone

or checking the posts she wrote for me on my facebook wall will make my day.

i love you dear mother,
and happy birthday.

smile always.
i'll make u proud someday, i swear.

Random.

是深秋天氣有點太冷 好像又是時候把暖爐搬出來了
穿了背心但覺得好像有點熱脫掉了 結果走在路上連説話都在發抖
我沒有非常想家 也沒有刻意想家 但是家總是悄悄在空檔串進腦袋裏
宿舍陰暗冰冷 空調也終于用不到了 最溫暖的是被子
桌子才收過又變得很亂 但是沒有想要收的意思
喝過的飲料瓶子真的好漂亮 不捨得丟但是最後下場還是丟到垃圾袋裏
衛生紙一張張我都不知道是用過的還是抽的時候飄出來的
鞋子有好多但是沒有一雙是耐穿的 衣服外套也好多但是沒有幾件可以常穿的
不過我喜歡新買的六雙灰襪子因爲好暖好好穿

越晚越涼 現在打字的手指都開始僵硬。

下午本來不想去聼的演講去聼了
講的是夢想我又偷偷的哭了
夢想好多好大 雖然他們說只要把夢想放在口袋裏要實現就不難
小時候想做的是手術醫生 純粹因爲覺得手術醫生好像可以賺很多錢
長大一點知道自己不是理工那一塊料所以這樣的念頭沒有再出現過
我喜歡畫畫 我喜歡美工 但是覺得沒有100%自己的創意所以放棄了廣告設計
我喜歡講話 我喜歡分享 我喜歡朋友 也許這是大家都知道的事
所以有天我問我媽 有什麽工作是可以將很多話 認識很多人的
後來我還是回到這裡念的是廣告傳播 我很喜歡 越來越喜歡

我不奢望環游世界 不奢望住五星級的飯店
我只希望可以當背包客 自己到歐洲玩 我要去旅行
我害怕陌生人 我害怕陌生的城市 但是我堅持要做到這點
我還要去紐約 我還要去巴黎 米蘭 我還要去很多地方
這是我給自己的期許 我要做到能夠有這樣的能力

我的這個夢想使於那裏 也希望能在同樣地方的落地
到韓國的演藝節幕後 以他們認識的身份站在他們面前
我沒有忘記這個承諾 也希望能做到這個承諾
以前想做公關 現在也想做創意 能不能兩者兼併? 我想不容易

我的夢想不小 但是一直在我的口袋裏
也許有拍不完的polaroid底片也算是個很大dream
i won't be here forever, coz thr's much more i could dream.
想做要做的還很多 我還在努力。

張雪泡

人家說 七年級八年級的速食愛情 會有多深刻?
今天我通過TEDxTaipei看到張雪泡的愛情
因爲失戀了開始用相機拍照
她說自己的照片是很自私的拍給自己看
所以她其實不在意別人對她的照片有什麽想法
她說：照片中有她的愛人 她拍他 讓他看著她 讓她佔有他
很大膽 很露骨的説法 但是我在照片看到她說的愛情
我沒有談談戀愛 但我感受到原來深刻的愛情也在現實中存在
她在演講的一開始希望我們不要拍照也不要記錄任何她說過的話
我沒有刻意記錄 但照片細膩而有侵略性地告訴我 i want to remember you
我想要說

我在照片中看到了那樣細膩而深刻的愛情。

우리의 약속.

im glad i've watch tvxq's concert years ago,

a precious memory that none of us will ever forget.

an amazing and fantastic night, keeping till the day i die.

Memories.

sm kinda incident make me remind of those days we went for tvxq's concert.
and here's some of the note i've written down.
it's weird looking at my own blog posts nearly 3 years ago bt i think it's the true feeling i've had before.

and please, don't laugh. [although i cnt control myself laughing sm parts either]

im sure thr will be no one that could really finish all these, bt it's jz a review of my teenage life.

2007年11月23号

演唱会开始的前一天…再绕道体育馆的时候就看到搭得差不多的舞台了…车子里是一片惊呼尖叫= =几乎整个晚上都睡得不安稳…好像梦到了神起…但是是隐隐约约的…所以不清楚我到底梦到什么^^不过我知道有他们在…心情high的啊…

2007年11月24号

今天早上5点就醒了…自己也不知道为什么= =真想让自己也多睡一点…太早起来什么事都不能做…上网是最佳选择^^看了All About TVXQ Season 2…想到再过15个小时就要看到他们了^^之后看到某某论坛说神起10点彩排…所以把其他三只叫起来…决定早点出发…彩排也是不能错过的啊!!!

9点多不到10点我们就到那里了…人还真的不少^^有好多人在排队…我们到处晃了晃…也看了official goods…没什么很吸引人的(老实说事没钱买…哈哈)后来想到昨天经过的地方..所以就往那里直奔^^们被工作人员盖住的大半…不过已经是能看到场地最清楚的地方了^^在群里的人来了之后…花了很多时间把布拉高绑紧…哈哈…舞台一览无遗^^好几次都以为神起出来了…都是因为工作人员穿的衣服颜色不同…什么颜色都有…又一个还穿整套白的(白帽子、衣服、裤子)我们还以为是谁呢…结果使工作人员= =希望他们下次统一衣服的颜色~到了2点半左右彩排才真正开始…没看到人前还听到浩、秀的声音…话说在彩排开始前神起坐的车子才从我们面前经过= =

每个人都穿了背心…(天气很热吧？)除了在在和米穿了黑色背心…其他的都是白色的^^浩穿了七分裤…用望远镜看到俊秀在开始前不停的甩手…做手部运动^^老小带了眼镜？(其实我也不确定…但至少我好像看到是酱~)我们看到的彩排就是360度旋转的那一段…还听到米唱走音…还很清楚大声= =彩排的时候…另一边的人在狂叫= =结果工作人员就跑上来那黑布巴所有缝隙都遮起来了…不过再怎么说…我们看到的也不少^^还拍了度假的彩排照片…多亏小太细细的手腕…还有超稳的镜头^^呵呵……

我们很古怪的把黑布套在旁边尖尖的的东西上…还要让工作人员从里面爬出来揭开结= =对他有点抱歉啊~我们一直想知道要怎么样才能当工作人员…后来整理出来了…要会爬墙…做仙后的呢…要会开锁…哈哈~~有点无聊…但我们带在那里等待进场的将近8个小时都是酱过的^^

5点多(不清楚是几点…就差不多这个时间)我们拿出社长的蛋糕^^本来骗她说是给俊秀的…她也着相信了…所以就很完美…她也有感动到^^庆生过后…又开始到处晃了…人开始变多…走路也要一个牵着一个^^甜蜜?!哈哈……到流动的greenbox唱了3首免费的歌…又溜回去经纪人那里排队准备进场了^^可惜没买到神起头像的扇子= =

6点半左右终于进场了^^场内一直在放SM歌手的歌…倒是神起的歌没有多少= =又等了1个多小时…时间到了神起还没出来…就有人开始喊“동방신기! 동방신기!동방신기…”可是越喊越小声(可能是没起了…)我们的位置还不赖…就在台的旁边…离台不到4米^^等他们出来的期间…不时有人尖叫…我们以为是神起出来了…结果什么都没有(到底是在叫什么我到现在还搞不清楚= =)

演唱会的开场是片段…看到秀和浩的时候很high^^开场是Phantom…记得最清楚的就是那件黑红的衣服…没看到浩…之前受伤了所以没能跳= =可怜的浩啊~站在一边的浩…好像很羡慕能在台上跳的队友…毕竟跳舞是他的强项(能说是第一生命吗？)话说solo的顺序我忘了…记得浩是第4个…秀是第1个?反正秀的solo真的很精彩…水里的那一幕是在经典啊~~唯美^^舞蹈是在是性感…不过跌倒的时候没看到…我也忘了当时我在干吗…

昌珉的solo是爵士音乐…前面播出的片段很好玩^^米的solo有一部分是用望远镜看的…好像有点胖了…我是酱跟小毛说的^^在在的solo很好听…印象就是酱^^有solo歌手的架势哦~~touching^^浩子的solo…代替首尔演唱会东海部分的是某位不知名的韩国人…哈哈……虽然受伤了…队长还是忍不住小小跳了一下…虽然说是小小…但是动作还是很大= =真替他担心…solo的时候一共换了3件外衣^^不过我还是比较喜欢那件黑色外套^^rap的功力也真的不是盖的…可爱的队长^^队长的solo我很喜欢…可以看得出他做了最大的努力^^浩子我为你感到骄傲!!!

跳“O”的时候大家都很卖力…可惜不见浩子…不喜欢米的那件衣服…露X…不喜欢= =(不过由不得我…呵呵)珉跳着跳着…整个左边肩膀都露出来…一幅领口很大…证明他也真得很用力地跳…用望远镜看到浩子在一边…感觉有点落寞= = my浩~~~~~

允浩这次出现的次数很少…尤其是在上半场…所有跳舞的部分都被秀秀接收了…很遗憾啊~想看到他充满charisma的舞蹈…虽然秀秀也跳的很好……唱You Only Love的时候…真的很好听…因为是坐着的…结果台上的大型道具…挡住了秀秀的脸…所以我几乎完全看不到秀秀…只看到脚= =

之后好像就是那个360度的舞台时间^^我才知道什么叫做自然发光体…真的没骗人…五只都在发光…完全的白马王子^^帅的勒~~~~~不过旋转的台离我们很远…所以就不能看到每个人的脸…不过望远镜震得太好用啦^^好几次都靠它看浩子还有秀秀^^跟在视频看到他们的感觉完全不一样啊!!!每个人的脸都很精致…好像没有任何瑕疵…

之后俊秀就和张力尹唱Timeless…本来就很喜欢秀秀的声音…很清…加上张力尹…真的很棒^^而且力尹的转阴真的很厉害…完全没有出错^^张力尹出来的时候…我觉得她跟照片比起来真的很不一样…唱完Timeless本来以为会做介绍的…秀秀讲了一句就会后台了..力尹愣了一秒也跟着走回后台…我们都有点傻眼…哈哈……不过真的很可爱^^

Drive之前的黑白默剧很可爱^^他们还真的很有演默剧的天分^^每个人都搞得脸脏兮兮的…坐着车子出来的时候^^我看到车子里的浩…其他人我就不清楚了…当时只注意到浩子…其他认真的很抱歉= =Hiyaya开始前的卡通片播出的时候没有尖叫声…只有笑声…真的很可爱^^卡通真的很有他们的神韵…我们用相机偷偷拍了卡通片段…可是卡通理有个大妈的头挡住了神起= =

飞机出现了…真的很兴奋…之前在视频里看到^^不过就是允浩摔伤的那一场= =看他们每个人都踩得很开心…也很用力…不过看那飞机看起来不太稳…担心死了= =唱Hiyaya的时候…我会的也只有“Hiyaya”这句…所以整首歌就Hiyaya含的最大声…哈哈…第一次有人到我们面前了^^那就是俊秀…他踩着飞机来到了我们面前停了一下朝我们右边的方向笑了笑…然后给飞机转了头回到前面…本来还很失落…结果在前面丢下飞机开始尝Balloon的时候他又回来了!!!这次跟一个dancer带着一个袋子变魔术…所有人都往前冲了…我连鞋子都来不及穿就往前冲了…第一次觉得自己搞也是一件好事^^第一次变出的花他已经丢下来了…看来我是来不及抢到了= =结果在第二次变出花的时候我就瞄准了目标…在丢下的一瞬间就已把花(绿色的^^)准准抓住了然后立刻蹲低身子往位子冲…现在想起来都好笑^^不过真的很开心…回到位子上我就站着看他变出更多的东西^^

变玩魔术之后…他就站在离我们最近的地方^^不到3米的距离…简直就太high了…昏头*Lynn拿起我们下午做的牌子…我可以确定秀秀看到了^^他朝着我笑了(其实应该不是朝我…朝我的方向…所以噗也看到秀秀朝她笑…因为铺就站在我前面)我站起来…很用力地挥荧光棒^^他朝我们笑着…才知道什么叫做心脏一瞬间停止…好像有东西重击心脏= =他用动作叫我们拍手…所以就拍了^^好像被催眠厚？这次他站在我们面前很久…几乎唱完了整首歌…虽然之前一直觉得他很帅…这下子感觉更帅了…有一瞬间有背叛浩子的感觉= =秀秀很瘦、很小、很白= =我嫉妒~
每个人都好瘦…浩子、在在、珉都一样…只是本人觉得米有点胖了…哈哈…在在也到我们前面…这下所有人都冲到栏杆前面了…保安兰都拦不住…被挤到很远的地方了…我就站在在在脚下…差几cm我就能碰到舞台了…这时候真希望自己的手再长点= =(变长臂猿？哈哈…想到就好笑^^)在在把水洒了出去…一点点落在我们身上= =他还真会high…

唱完之后他们就跟我们大家说了一些话(记不清楚讲什么了…只记得他们说我们能用韩文跟他们一起唱实在让他们很感动^^)然后就说了bye bye(用英文哦~)然后我们又开始喊“Encore Encore…”“동방신기! 동방신기!동방신기…”这次持续了比较长的时间…他们又出来了!!!(还好赶在我们没气之前出来…因为声音越来越小的感觉…哈哈…快没气了)又唱了一首歌…这次没有人到我们这边来…全都往VVIP的位置走去了…只记得歌很快就唱完了(怎么那么快？？？？)

看到米头上的圣诞帽子…又只老虎在上面…很可爱…后来才知道是媛丢上去给允浩的…结果浩子没看到…给米捡了带上去^^再怎么说还是很羡慕媛啊~~~个真的很快就唱完了…我感觉只有1秒?不夸张…真的是酱觉得…鞠躬之后就进后台了…在秀秀小时之前的1秒钟…他说得很大声的“PEACE!!”哈哈…超可爱的…这次真的结束了…让我有点错愕…一切的一切…居然结束的那么快= =25首歌就像一瞬间就唱完了= =我好像感觉我什么都没有看到…虽然眼睛是一直盯着台上的…可是我居然记不太起来我到底看到什么= =很难过…从演唱会结束开始就很闷……

我们在离开前拍了照…拍到他们的车子…白色的…很漂亮涅^^真不舍得离开……

2007年11月25号

本来以为看完演唱会就此生无憾了…没想到想再见到他们的感觉更强烈= =心里头一直很闷…很难过…他们就要回韩国了…而昨天就站在我的面前T.T 秀秀对我的笑还在脑里…浩子在升降台上的身影映着月光的笑容…简直是印在脑袋上了…昨天就像一场梦…一场不真实的梦…但所有却又是曾经真正发生过的…在海报里看到俊秀的感觉更奇怪…因为他昨天就站在我的前面…样子还有笑容都还很清楚呢…可是感觉这些画面就要消失了~~总觉得看完演唱会我好像什么都没剩下…空当的时候就在拼命回想他们站在舞台上的样子…一直在向昨天在今天同样事件发生的事情…跟瞎帮…昏了一整天…真得很开心^^虽然我没讲很多话…但是听他们讲真的很有趣…我还是比较适合听^^

逛街的时候绕到他们住的JW Marroit酒店楼下张望…想到他们就住在里面呢…心情又是复杂的啊~~~到Pavillion瞎晃…心里真的有那么一点遇到他们的期望(当然没有实现…呵呵)他们就要搭凌晨的班机走了…真的不舍啊~~看到论坛的消息…7点多才有前线看到某在和某浩提着大包小包会酒店…更是怨恨啊~7点多我们才又再次晃到他们酒店楼下涅…为什么没有多待久一点…搞不好就能碰到他们= =

2007年11月26号

回到家里才真正觉得一切都结束了…对着海报哭了好久(我真的不正常？！)真的有难过到喘不过气的感觉…起自己不能记住每一个人…气自己的脑袋怎么记忆力那么不好…曾经就在我的前面…唉……自己都不知道为什么会那么伤心…也许很多人都不了解吧…说我发神经= =可能以前的我碰到这样的人也会这样说…可是现在不一样了…从来没想过我会这样= =哭着都停不下来..哭了好久…哭到我想哭都哭不出来的时候…发觉自己好多了…也许哭出来真的是好办法^^还发觉一件事…想忘记的总是永远记得很清楚…可是像记住的却一直在脑中溜掉…真讨厌自己有这样的脑袋= =像记住却只剩下模糊的画面残存在脑里…虽然心里还是不舒服…可是不会哭了^^才发觉自己是多么的喜欢他们…浩子、秀秀、米、在、珉加油!!!东方神起加油!!!郭念萁加油!!!

Playback.

he was from the other side of the earth map,
those memories started to playback.

i had no idea whether it's really LOVE, but i'll rather say a "duh".
another fairtale that will never come true
i know, i knew.

thought he left, actually i was the one who forget
knew he was thr, he was still thr
but wondering why don't i feel the same way.

forget him? No i guess.
im not that sure whether it's already a past tense.
mayb im just trying to neglect.

loving him in another way, much more complex?
tears and promises.
i think that's the present tense.


Again the day makes me think of him.

Breeze of autumn.

it's been 17 days.

冷氣還是從早到晚開著 我怕熱
筆電還是24小時開著 我想它也怕熱

時間怎麽不夠用
待在被水灌滿的瓶子
好想掙扎浮出水面 反抗

爲什麽不能不顧別人的想法?
殘忍一點就好了

偶爾很想家
會小小鼻酸 在漸漸習慣這個地方
我不會哭

爲何很容易感動?
親情 友情 愛情
也許因爲我都擁有

有時候會多奢望一些幸福
到海邊瘋狂曬太陽
在沒有人的黑暗大馬路大喊
沒有爲什麽

秋天到了

有點語無倫次了
我很好
只是夜深了

Flo's Bday Bash.

we got tix for flo-rida's bday bash @ luxy through a frand of cindy=]
it costs like NT800 bt it worth.

luxy isn't big bt thr's like 2000 ppl all inside thr
so it's really crowded and hot inside.

we cnt really dance along the music cz ppl are sticking to one another
florida even presented songs long ago like "elevator"

bt then we still enjoyed the entire night
met new frands jessica, zorine and nia. they were really nice and cute=]

well then we enjoyed playing with those lazer lights.lol

with cindy and jessica.

cindy, zorine and jeannie frm the left to the right=D

and with the dear light-make-up christine

他。

他就是生活
曾經是

哭好多
因爲知道隔好遠
眼淚好像是那個時候開始變多的

承諾好多
要守護一輩子
默默發誓有一天要成爲你認識的人 站在你面前
但是原諒我都沒有做到

曾經相信會待一輩子
堅信一輩子都不會放棄
因爲擔心自己的離開 而哭著擔心那一天的到來

但是我開始偶爾忘記
然後你默默地離開
離開得比想象中平靜

同樣的五年

也笑好多
只要你幸福 就好

看過一篇文章 它這樣說
半夜醒來 沒有驚動身邊熟睡的丈夫
夜晚好安靜 她聼著他的歌 他的聲音
她默默地拭去眼淚

我不曾愛過一個人那麽深
所以感觸很深

回憶是沉重的幸福
但影響一直是現在進行式

他是生活
現在也是

100906

好巧

昨天我也想起他。

Jay with the Ryan+AJ

okay...do anyone rmb those youtubers i mention last time
i really mean "last time" cz it's like 2 motnhs ago.
here's the link: http://n-logic.blogspot.com/2010/07/youtubers.html
AJ Rafael and Ryanhiga

and now...wat make me feel so happy and excited was,
the man name Park Jaebum or Jay Park
that i love so much and feeling pretty sad for him last year
and always hoping he's coming bc to the stage all the way long frm sept 2009 since he left korea due to the rumours.

and now he's back.
with his dance crew AOM
and with a movie name
PLUS
taking part in the ISA NY 2010

he probably met AJ and Ryan at tat time and nw they're connected on twitter

here's the conversation:
Jay: Let's make it cm true.
Ryan: collab vid? :)

awww...hw uch i hope they're really collabing *fingers crossed*
oh please...

let's see wat they've said on twitter.


this is the one i mentioned.
they were act talking to each other eh? lol


AJ greets Jay on twitter=]


and this is Ryan Higa's (Nigahiga) facebook status today.
"Do you guys know who Jay Park is?"
it gained thousands reply.
and most of them knws jay=D


I'm so happy with this.

Dalmatian's ready for the world.

Longly awaited. Anticipated.

Debut Stage終于出來啦
舞臺感掌握的還不錯 喜歡=]

歌詞我喜歡 好貼近現實哦XD

달마시안 - Round 1

I know bring you dalmatian and we gon' show you how we do this
let's start it round 1 내가 꿈꾸던 소원
빛나는 무대에 내가 서있는 꿈
이제야 난 숨을 쉬는 걸 느껴
you and I it's time to feel the love

Dalmatian 이름으로 우린 hot 데뷔
급 Champion에 그대 감성을 마비

Swing like a butterfly Sting like a bee
Mic one two check uppercut jab
Right left 비트에 맞추는 Step
입장권은 필요 없습니다
음악만 들어주면 감사합니다

6년에 연습생 빵과 눈물로 난 매일 밤을 새
허나 지금은 어느새 무대 위 조명이 날 위해 비추네
각종 개성과 style이 다른 악동 충전 100 퍼센트 바로 작동
준비완료 본격적인 활동 Dalmatian doggy dog

Let's start it round 1 내가 꿈꾸던 소원
빛나는 무대에 내가 서있는 꿈
이제야 난 숨을 쉬는 걸 느껴
You and I it's time to feel the love

Let me hear you say Bow wow wow Bow wow wow
Bow wow wow Dalmatian's ready for the world
Bow wow wow Bow wow wow Bow wow wow Welcome

We've gone so far
To be a star
It's been so hard
I'll never stop stop stop stop
Longly awaited anticipated
We gon' give it all We got love it or hate it
난 눈썹 짙은 이나티란 리더
신인상을 싹 쓸어 확실히 믿어

붕 붕 붕 붕 붕 붕 뜨게
폼 폼 폼 폼 폼 폼 나게
쿵 쿵 쿵 쿵 쿵 쿵 짝에
맞춰서 모두가 다 미치게

각종 개성과 Style이 다른 악동 충전 100 퍼센트 바로 작동
준비완료 본격적인 활동 Dalmatian doggy dog

빛나는 나의 무대 위에서
널 위해 난 사랑 노래를 부르리
그대여 내 곁에 사랑을 줘요 우릴 안아줘요

Let's start it round 1 내가 꿈꾸던 소원
빛나는 무대에 내가 서있는 꿈
이제야 난 숨을 쉬는 걸 느껴You and I it's time to feel the love

Let me hear you say Bow wow wow Bow wow wow
Bow wow wow Dalmatian's ready for the world
Bow wow wow Bow wow wow Bow wow wow Welcome

Composed by Mc Mong, Lyrics by Mc Mong.

The club can't handle me.

clubbing were always unforgettable memories.
after enjoying loud musics hitting the eardrums
feeling exhausted after that and swearing not to come agn
bt returning soon to the club and forget all abt the tireness.
i tink tat's the attractness of club or perhaps club magic?
tthe very 1st time was with dear babe Seul-bi
it was like a dream night except we met sm incident.

2nd time we jz went thr to sit and hv a drink
listening club songs preformed bt a band frm philipine.
and after tat the 4th, 5th, 6th, 7th, 8th and the following all happened in taiwan.

2nd time to luxy

with babe christine

and babe cindy=]

i tink i look kinda drunk.

Correction.

2009~2010年出道團體數目更正為46個 還會繼續更正

天啊兩年内這個數目也實在太驚人 好讓人無言= =
原來我掠過的團體有好多 沒有實力存活在舞臺上的就忘了吧~~~*唱*

2ne1, 4minute, After School, Beast, MBLAQ, f(x), Secret, D-NA, Rainbow, HAM, JQT, Fcuz, Sistar, Shu-i, ZE:A, Topaz, T-ara, One Way, 2nise, Fresh Boyz, Code-V, Infinite, December, X-cross, Teen Top, Miss A, Double B21, 20star, GP Basic, Nine Muses, First, Dalmation, B2Y, CN Blue, 2NB, Lady Collection, miss $, Supreme Team, Brand New Day, Aurora, The BOSS, Girls Day, Jumper

加上即將出道的RaNia的話就是47個

像是Code-V, X-cross, Aurora, Jumper啊我真的一點印象也沒有耶

Dalmatian with the MONKEY FUNCH.

哈哈 我的興致來了=D
我到處搜了搜 發現了很棒的資訊
Dalmatian所屬經紀公司叫做Monkey Funch
原來是MC Mong創立的自家經紀公司耶!!!

怪不得Round 1有Mong的fu~

目前公司藝人有Janggeun還有Dalmatian.
news的部分不完全看得懂但是要有audition了=]

經紀公司官方網站超可愛的 有一只猩猩



然後再仔細看.....
大猩猩帶者"MONG"的金牌 它就是Mong啦 表情跟夢好像XD
然後六只斑點狗就是Dalmatian的六個人
然後戴帽子的人應該就是Janggeun啦啊啊啊
哦 多溫馨的畫面XDD

ps：網站裏的猴子會動來動去 表情是嚴肅的但其實很好動(?)

然後是Dalmatian的官方網站


從左到右是Inati, Young won, Drama, Dari, DayDay, Jisu
成員大部分都有參與過Mong哥的專輯錄製耶
果然沒猜錯 Rapper/Vocal擔當是各三人
光看mv我喜歡dayday還有dari 哈哈
總結是第一印象我還是偏愛rapper
期待後續發展嘿~

你看你看Schedule的部分上面banner還有夢=D

接下來是猴子老大 算是介紹整個公司的問候短片

呵呵 旗下藝人都是玩音樂的朋友
我也會常常到Monkey Funch去玩的=D

連接網址：
http://monkeyfunch.co.kr/everyone/everyone.php


也許這就叫愛屋及烏
害我很期待這個禮拜Music Bank的Debut Stage


PS：這首單曲是很喜歡 但是希望以後接下來的風格也都會很棒 哦別讓我失望

TO ANYONE.

上一篇寫太多我都差點漏掉這個
怎麽可以忘記呢?
是我們的2NE1=D

造型好像似曾相識但是我忘了在那裏看過

是在準備推新單曲了
哦 真的好期待

這次concept是哈雷騎士還是什麽特務之類的嗎?
minzy的女人黑長髮重出江湖好不習慣XD

WE 2NE1!!!*shouts*

PS:可是楊社長 説好的Big Bang Comeback呢?T^T

説好的韓樂呢?

I said I love kpop, and I really do.
It's part of my life, daily life.
我終于要來寫一篇久違的韓樂發洩

自從MBALQ還有BEAST出道之後我認得的idol就不多了
怪不得很多人都說韓國人都長得一樣 我現在的情況也差不多
最近新團一直出道太汎濫又沒有自己的特色 我已經開始感冒了

比陌生人更認識我一點點的人應該會知道
雖然接受的音樂類型很廣 但是對嘻哈算是有點中毒症狀
當然還有r&b啦 還有bossa nova.....[越扯越多你乾脆直接說全部 喂!!!]

然後這個是那天從腦裏 還有網上拖出來的名單
2009~2010出道團體名單：
2ne1, 4minute, After School, Beast, MBLAQ, f(x), Secret, Rainbow, HAM, JQT, Fcuz, Sistar, Shu-i, ZE:A, Topaz, T-ara, One Way, Teen Top, Miss A, Double B21, 20star, GP Basic, Nine Muses, First, Dalmation

我知道應該還有只是有些想不起來 不然就是不知道
還有supreme team是哪年出道的我搞不清楚
誰要幫我完成它??? [......]

我先要抱怨
double b 21還有20star分別是21人還有20人的組合
double b21 21人分成3團 現在只有vocal組7人現身
之後還會分成日/韓活動組= =
正常人都會想説是那個瘋子經紀公司推出這樣的組合?
但沒錯就是有兩家瘋子經紀公司這樣做了 只能說太貪心

gp basic女團成員平均年齡15嵗 明明看樣子都還是小孩子
大濃眼綫好不搭調 連聲音都還是童音更別提什麽聲音好之類的話了
是不是想搶市場也太嫩了一點?

nine muses成員除了vocal之外都是模特兒出生
身材好 腿長 mv也是大秀美腿 還用上f(x)的翻衣服露肚子的舞步
還在懷疑是不是要跟少時尬 就傳出要在平均身高上打贏AS

仔細找資料后發現這兩家經紀公司雖然本來的藝人也不乏大牌
但是都不是屬於年輕的idol層 所以很顯然
大家都想瓜分年輕idol市場這塊大餅
但是餅再大那麽多人要搶者吃 顯然最後還是有人會餓肚子

First是很久不見的男女生各半的團體
哦 不過聽説混合團通常都混不久?!

2ne1, 4minute, After School, Beast, MBLAQ, f(x), One Way這些就先不說了

Secret的發展整體應該説是不錯的
之前的Magic到現在的Madonna算是都留下了不錯的印象
團員有演戲上節目曝光率大增
雖然rainbow的曝光率也不少但是從看音樂節目現場感覺得出來
secret比rainbow受歡迎 人太多的團我都會拖很久才去認識因爲要花很多時間

JQT雖然去年出道的時候沒什麽注意
但是上個月推出的알거 없잖아 還不錯
有個團員很像Super Star K的吉學美Gil Hak-mi


Sistar出道曲push push因爲個人覺得形象很類似AS diva的五彩繽紛
加上push push baby的歌詞雖然自己沒有很喜歡 但是旋律會一直在腦裏回蕩
最近新曲Shady Girl的rapper Bora意外跌到時間 應該版面大增
這首歌算是聼越久就越好聽的類型
MV居然還找來金希澈拍不簡單耶@_@

雖然是先看到圖才看到視頻 應該跌得超痛的
可是看圖還是很想笑 [缺德!!!]

http://tvpot.daum.net/clip/ClipView.do?clipid=26468617&q=%BE%BE%BD%BA%C5%B8+%B9%AB%B4%EB%BB%E7%B0%ED
0:58 rapper Bora大摔跤超痛的='[
0:26白頭發小姐也差點跌倒

miss A出道曲我不怎麽喜歡
雖然成員真的沒有長得很漂亮 身材沒有很好就算了 比例也沒有很好
還一度懷疑說所謂的No.2 WG是不是有可能的事
不過老實說Good Girl, Bad Girl真是一首不錯的歌
我上個月這首歌Re好幾次了
WG時期女團不多 但是現在就不同了
女團滿天飛 而且有2ne1 4minute AS 我實在不敢打包票說誰一定會怎麽樣
但是就繼續觀察等待吧

然後這個是昨天推出完整版MV的新團Dalmation

Round 1作爲出道曲來説曲風很特別 有點夢哥的感覺(?)
噘嘴穿綠色外套牛仔褲跳舞的團員讓我想到以前的居低
然後還有其中一幕動作讓我聯想到阿雨
所以mv重復看了好幾遍 哈哈好有趣
重復看mv幾遍發覺好像有很清楚的rapper和vocal的界限 剛好各三人
的確有夠特別的
成員不是美男型的但是i don't care
第一印象感覺很不錯 值得持續關注
套句yc說的

我笑了XD 大贊同!!!

除了這些新團我要大推One Way
成員Peter Chance還有...厄我忘了
反正我喜歡這團!!! [很不負責任的介紹 ]

然後不管怎麽樣要推的Supreme Team
從Super Magic自己就覺得很好玩 很high的風格
然後是有點小久遠的땡땡땡 怎麽可以那麽有趣?

然後接下來是沒有分類的喜好大雜燴
2PM的Fly To Seoul Boom Boom Boom
哦我好想去韓國 講了好幾百年= =

Wooyoung好可愛 要是Jay還在就好了

還有姜虎東in YG耶!!! 當年好瘦[喊]


最後來一個回顧做結束
Gummy的미안해요
當年一直重播的MV 一支重復聼的一首歌
連截圖都花了我好長時間 然後還是會一直感動的旋律


下一篇會是
真的好久沒有非常多好看韓劇=D

好想回去，可是又好不想回去。

暑假就要結束了 結果現在看到很多地方在征人
是我都沒有看到 還是存心跟我作對?

回家太久了 結果離開變成一件很難的事情
媽媽一直還在抱怨我像沒長大 但是

我不是事情做不好 只是我喜歡你嘮叨
我不是做事沒經過大腦就大喊"媽" 但就像我跟你說的一樣：有媽當然喊媽
只是我喜歡大喊媽媽的感覺

打長途電話回家 就只會"呵呵呵"地乾笑
但是我有太多話想說 不知道從何說起
只是想把時間再拖久一點

雖然有時後大聲跟你說話 發脾氣
但是我真的很抱歉 我知道你受傷了

這些你當然不會知道

可是我愛你。

好想回去，可是又好不想回去。

marley and me

it's been some time.

watched the movie "Marley and Me" this morning.
and i cnt control my tears dropping all the way when it comes to the end.
i really cried so hardly.

dogs doesn't care if you're rich or poor, clever or dull, dump or smart.
give em' your heart and he'll give you his.

how many ppl cn u say that abt?
how many ppl cnmake you feel rare and pure and special?
how many ppl cn make you feel...extraordinary?


i love this movie, i love my family, and i love my dog.

내 사랑한 여자.

她有着浪漫的基因
她有着詩人的基因
她有着浪子的基因

她想要一個人旅行 可以在古老的建築物旁悠閒地吃著早餐
可以一個人慢慢地走在異國的街道裏
她想要去巴黎 她想要去把塞隆納 她還想要去好多好多地方
她喜歡民俗味很重的東西 不管是木頭還是鉄
她喜歡花 她喜歡草 她願意花時間整理它們
她看很多很多書 她講過很多大道理
好多年前 她說 她喜歡吃面
她愛她的丈夫 她愛她的孩子
她是孩子眼中最偉大的媽媽
雖然無法擁有所有 但知足

但是她被捲進漩渦裏 黑暗、焦慮、不安、沮喪
她失去信任 她失去生活的動力 她失去生命的目標 她近乎絕望
她睡也睡不好 吃也吃不好
她說 她像飛不起來的小鳥 卻也無法着地
她說 她像在水裏漂著 在浮載沉 不知道也不去想她到底會漂到哪裏
身體有異狀 她也不在乎
她說 無所謂 因爲生命總會有盡頭

原本她應該有更大的生命力
生活局限了她 家庭局限了她 愛情局限了她 孩子也局限了她
她每天數著日子過 她說 兩年前那一刻開始 她的世界時間就開始過得好緩慢
她不應該就在這裡失去希望 她不應該被鎖在悲傷痛苦黑暗裏
她需要有人拯救她


但我卻只能在夜裏流淚

100725

Im not writing this post jz to keep my blog update. Seriously I need to improve my english. I was talking abt this all the time bt i tink it's time to get started. Im writing my blog in english like hw a primary student writes, not even a highschool level. And tat makes me feel really bad, especially reading those blogs written in well and proper english, and eventually I cnt understand all those words.

I always think that my english will be quite enough for normal conversations, and this thought turns out to make me feel so worse right now.

100723

i think it's time to update my blog
although thr's no much ppl following this, mayb not even one?
whatever...it's jz a promise to myself and to my lovely lil bloggie
ok mayb i shd give a nice name

this vacation wasn't tat meaning full for me
coz i jz stayed at home doing nth
hopefully i was in taiwan so i could hv gain good relationships with those
being-classmates-for-a-year-bt-still-akward-classmates
viewing through their status and photo albums make me feel they had lots of fun working together for the AD camp.
hw much i wish i was there.

i worked for the FJU uni, it means "my uni"'
for the "taiwan study abroad fair" for the highs'chool students
i enjoyed explaining, describing, talking abt our school/courses
and the teachers in charge were good guys
fun and making jokes, and i cn even get away for like half an hour if thr's no students around
my feet's not good in standing for long time, so i felt pain under the feet straightly up to my butt
kinda exhausted and i nearly fall asleep when im driving all the way home

and eww......highschool students don't smell good.
i'll never wanna walk between if thr's lots of them around the pathway again
it tastes like sour+salty+bitter+i can mention
i ald feel terrible describing= =

i went to QB and gurney so many times...only me and CL
finally made our plan to KL, departing nex mon
i havn't think of whr to go and wat to play...but i act wanna knw hw clubs in KL looks like

i tried to change my flight date ealier
cz thr's so much thgs i nid to get prepared before the freshman camp begins
bt the lousy airasia website is not functioning, it keeps on appearing the big "ERROR"
and i need to get to their sales office to change and pay extra charges for it
like rm90 for flight changes and another rm70~80 for the ticket price
the total's like nearly rm200 and i could buy a new ticket with tat price!!!!
so...i jz gave up.
and i be freaking busy starting the moment it step put the airport.

i missed everyone who's not around me.

PEACE~!!!

100716

我說暑假要專心回歸漢躍的懷抱
但是好像說到沒有做到
有啦我只是沒在打報告 那個心情還沒到
我最近都有在仔細聼歌。

話説我真的不喜歡fakers.
但是爲什麽fakers有那麽多?
好想翻白眼。

repentant.

We just feel repentant for no actual reason.

I still can't get well with the leaving of Seul-bi

Bestie not only for my highschool life,

but forever.

bye bye my love.

2 days left.

SB's leaving to australia

im gonna miss her sooo much.

love you forever ♥

Youtubers.

Youtubers are awesome
Youtubers are hilarious.

I'm totally in love with the youtubers.

Lover NO.1 nigahiga, or we called him Ryan Higa.
here goes his youtube channel
http://www.youtube.com/user/nigahiga

and the my fav among his latest uploads
THE BIEBER FEVER LOL



when i was 13, i had a mouth of braces...
what the hack!!! laughing ma ass out

his silly but lovely(?)
oh i mean erm......cute(?)
ah watever.

love his clips so damn much and i can't stop myself repeating again and again
he could get 1% of Ad commision frm youtube with every single click on his video
which make him earn money and fame
he's only my age could u believe tat?
and i figured out he's using blackberry haha
i know it's a useless information XD

another which make me surprise was this 3 girls
who sang Jay Sean's "Do You Remember" so perfectly
especially the one name Jenny Suk who changes the pitch frm high to Low in a VERY SMOOTH WAY
i wonder hw she did it. I wish i have voice like they do



and then this team, including the girl name Cathy frm the vid above
sang Justin Bieber's "Baby" in an acoustic ver.

*thumbs up*



i found that filipinos really sing well.
it's just that they dun have a good chance.

well there's still a lot of great youtubers like JS, David Choi, Alyssa Bernal, etc
and teams like WFP, Funemployed, bla bla bla......
bt i'll jz stop here today=]

oh yea im gonna talk about Kevjumba nex time.
mayb the nex post bt im not so sure.

cha cha cha CHANGE.

last time we have gangs of ppl to hang around.
but now thr's only me and CL left who's free to hang out.

momma said we've forced to go through this.
cause things changes, like everyone has their diff own new lifes now.
i still cnt fit myself into this kinda situation.
everyone beside me were gone, make me feel strange.

strange enough.

singing in ktv
apartment stay
hotel stay
going to the tbeach

thr's only two of us, i found thr's nth much we can do without a gang.

太陽出輯!!!

awww...太陽又出輯了 真的是讓人淚流滿面
雖然同屬YG爲什麽感覺阿踏這樣好像被壓著打
好歹等了好久才出了turn it up還沒一個月眼看就要被永裴壓下去了T^T
大家好兄弟哈=D

回來網速好慢看個youtube要等load好久
我終于看到I need a girl
太棒了不知道該說什麽好 還有這傢伙居然還留了小鬍子XD



擺脫了之前悲情永裴 這次來個幸福洋溢陽光普照大太陽
我愛永裴 我愛居低 我愛阿踏
永裴一直wave 巧克力bar sandara歐尼也太幸福
居低大眼綫 還是很喜歡rap那段

暑假我要專心回歸韓樂的懷抱

掰掰掰掰掰掰掰掰......

掰掰PS
掰掰公關
掰掰統計
掰掰國文
掰掰體育

什麽時候也能趕快掰掰行銷 掰掰心理學?

我壓力好大 又開始吃好多

Keep moving on.

time passes fast(i know this isn't creative)
like i've jz came bc to taiwan and now it's time to go home.
like i've jz left highschool and now it's time not to be a freshman anymore
stories happened much in the past year
im still and always happy,sometimes including a lil sadness
sadness doesn't depress me
because it's something we can't prevent when we're growing.

i love what im doin now and i knew i'll nvr regret.

exam's starting on today,time to go home after 2 weeks.

Here goes the bla bla black sheep LIN

oh our dear lin said i've never post HIS photo on my blog before

and i found there's no photo of HIM with SB and CL
mostly SB and CL together so that's why.
and i found one more thing : i've never really took a photo with you
oh lin u know i still love u so much kekez...

so here goes PLAYBOY LIN=]

公關bye bye

終于擺脫公關
從資料搜集、分析、整理、PPT製作、提報我都包辦了
噢噢 當中的辛酸血淚誰人知
不過今天終于結束了 結束咯
雖然提報來不及講完但是感謝小組成員們

還有公關bye bye

說完公關bye bye我又被高品婷陷害
結果去吃了三菜1碗半的飯還不止
最後接著解放的名義居然跑到海山裏大磕侷烤馬鈴薯還有我喝了木瓜牛奶
果然我真的不得不離開高品婷

都不知道高品婷到底是不是左撇子
幫我凃指甲油凃得怪怪的 自己還說不錯
後來在網上找房子好high 結果還我想搬出去住了啦

結果大家壓力太大都想去club去大喊、買醉、瘋狂跳舞一下
高品婷說她想喝醉 誰來幫忙灌醉她一下XD
噢噢 每個人都跟我説好期待考完試晚上去玩的那一天

公關bye bye之後後遺症：太公關化地看待Facebook= =

好傷心

減肥計劃給我荒廢2個月
嗚嗚 室友說我胖回來T^T
看看節食的時候有多瘦真的不是我在蓋
現在覺得放棄真的好不甘 都怪該死的春假!!!

所以我要遠離高品婷
每次有她在旁邊就會不自覺地一直吃
不可以!!!

公關下個禮拜要提報怎麽辦?
企劃案明明就是我自己寫的啊 但是看著PPT就什麽都講不出來
怎麽會這樣???

還有視傳報告、英文履歷、統計期末報告
最慘的還有考試 準備考5科
雖然外文英聼沒在care但是行銷心理學也太恐怖
總覺得我再過彎下個禮拜憂鬱症又要開始籠罩我

可不可以直接跳到考完試的禮拜三晚上lady's night?

MR. JIMMY CHOO

i would like to express my love to Mr. Jimmy Choo here.
love his brand design this fall so much.
they're all exactly what i want n what i was finding for
i'll tink i'll rather choose Jimmy Choo than LV
jz if i have lots of money.oh well...u know im daydreaming.
bt i'll save money until i cn get one of them=]

love it for the 1st sight.

and then this is so cool.

awesome.


bla bla bla...




another comfortable looking shoe.


and sun glasses FOR SUMMER!!!








my dream shoe.


they look the same bt they're not the same at all.
material's totally diff.


they're not the same.they're not the same.


nice nice nice.


i was crazy posting everything here like i'm making him a catalog
*eyes rolling*

클럽 가고싶어

i feel like clubbing so much these days.reason?there's some

1. members of our gang (i tink it's time to giv it a name) went clubbing last sat.
2. i was not there.
3. heard club songs all these days.
4. i was playing nightclub city on facebook.
5. saw some other ppl went clubbing
6. found the seniors play better songs than some of the tw DJs.

oh yea...weird reasons huh?

let's wat till exam's over,this is the only choice.
come to me clubbing day *laugh*

im gonna kill them,getting thinner everyday= =

heels pls.

oh i want a pair of heels which fits my foot

hw cm my foot have such huge sizes?
i feel depress everytime trying to put a shoe on
CAUSE IT NEVER FITS!!!

i want charles & keith i want jimmy choo.
one of the reason i wanna get bc to msia.





or mayb just one of those in black



i want onni's heels*shout*

我太複雜

常常覺得別人考慮太多 話説出口的時候我考慮得更多

我討厭遇到很糟糕的組員 但是自己拚出來的報告卻感覺很有成就感

上個禮拜都在抱怨每天因爲報告都聽到掃地聲才睡覺
可是有一份竊喜 因爲覺得自己的生活過得很充實很有意義

看到要交的作業list一整串覺得好難過 但是很開心自己還有事做

不喜歡自己不想自己的情緒 但是傷心之後的快樂好像更快樂
不過我還是比較想要我的樂天派

大學目標之一擴大社交圈失敗了 可是還好我有大二還可以加油

錯過了輔大之聲好傷心 可是信心滿滿明年要做份很好的自傳 很好的作品

so what? 我是人類，真的很複雜的人類。