HIM♥

Heartbeats whenever I saw him.

I'm saying abt the ideal guy I finally met in real life.

A man-like-boy, A boy-like-man.

Suddenly remind me of the dream I dreamed earlier.

Felt happiness :)

LOVE.

i chose to express my feelings in this post, and not the one which i planned to post few hours ago.
mom talked to me in FB chat.

she's always wrying that i hv work to do, so she nvr take much time talking to me. she nvr knew that i was always happy to have her msg, even jz writing down my name in the chatbox.

mom: 最近怎樣？爸問我如台灣輻射嚴重要不要叫萁回來？你看他多愛你。
make me feel like crying. i shouldn't have let my parents wry bt what cn i do? that's not a kinda situation which i cn control and let them not to wry, but i rly hope i could. god bless japan and radiation go away.

i love my family...a lot.
no, even much much more than "a lot".

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here we go come with me
there's a world out there that we should see
take my hand close your eyes
with you right here i'm a rocketeer

lets fly.



stay tune for the next post:)

你知道我想說什麽

親愛的你 親愛的他 你知道我想說什麽
很快就到狂歡的夜晚 現在是開始前的22小時
我坐在電腦前 手指在鍵盤上打字的速度很慢 開始 停頓 開始 停頓
思緒還在轉 我只是想寫些東西
電腦不知道爲什麽 也不知道什麽時候不再大聲吵了
桌上堆滿了書 地上掉的頭髮有點多 衣櫃塞得太滿 地上還有一大袋衣服
開學3個禮拜 垃圾上午才剛丟

享受變身的快樂 那是不一樣的我
比較狂妄 比較放肆 比較不會顧慮什麽
但是燈一亮我還是平常的我 沒有什麽不一樣
雖然不會踫到愛情 但基本上跟童話故事沒有什麽不一樣
知道隱藏的自己是什麽 那是每個女孩永遠的秘密

20嵗 是女人 還是女孩
看著別人説是女人 檢視自己卻是女孩
我還沒做好準備 因爲我知道女人要承受的有多少
我不再急著長大 因爲長大的路上會有好多我不想知道的現實
是學著承認自己是女人的女孩 不是希望自己還是還沒長大的女孩

現實好可怕 眼淚還是一樣多 只是流出來的變少了
災難好可怕 恐懼還是一樣多 只是表現出來的變少了
應該做的是給與信心而不是大聲哭泣
其實眼淚還是一樣多 只是流出來的變少了
我也現在才驚覺

樂天是禮物 很棒的禮物 但
其實悲傷辛苦還是一樣多 只是忘記了
但終究會回到心理

你知道我除了胡言亂語 想說的是什麽。

Today's Big News.

Something shocking happened just a few mins ago.
I'll show yall a picture 1st.

This is a post i posted on my mom's FB wall, asking her to giv me a call 2mr.


After reading the pic, did u get what I wanna tell in this blogpost?
No? Now look at this again. Focuz on the red circle.


Yea, the word "夜店" came out in the sentence!!!!
I'm shocked, totally SHOCKED.

I knew my mom knws her daughter well, and I knew she probably knws her daughter went to clubs, but I thought she'll jz keep it secret.
I nvr aspect that she'll straightly write that to me.

Well, that makes me SUPER DIFFIDENT. But I'm feeling funny at the same time.lol

Mom, I love you.

p.s: and sry for the perfunctory ending.