當陸地走到盡頭的時候

海浪席捲而來 溫柔但強壯

海中浮浮沉沉 沒有掙扎

混亂卻異常清晰 是空氣的生命力 還有海水的冰涼

這樣一來一回算着 

被最後一個浪頭擊中 鼻腔空氣水各半

沖上岸

I feel calm and peace.

當陸地走到盡頭的時候 。

like the day we're lying by the beach, listneing to the waves and wind, looking at the stars sparkling. i miss you truly. - with Bud

My Brocolli.

This man holds me in his hands.

This man kisses me.

This man takes care of me like a baby.

This man likes me for everything.

He's my brocolli:)

My big baby boy.
♥

Bud.

I've got a precious gift from god. 

A girl who knws me without words, a girls who always got the deepest thing in me.

Thanks for being a tiny but strong shoulder for me.

My Lovest Bud.

Dear Tiffany, 

I knew you wrote the letter. The only way to meet my craziness was by doing something crazy yourself. Thank you. I love you.I knew it the minute I met you. I'm sorry it took so long for me to catch up. I just got stuck. 

Patt 

- Silver Linings Playbook

After so long I met this boy again, which my heart pounds heart whenever he kisses my forehead and called my name. I wish I could do the same but I just can't stop doubting myself. 

探險嗎

我極度需要安全感但是又極度渴望脫離

安全感只會讓我一事無成  但是我始終沒有勇氣

媽媽說 

三月九號會是我今年最順利的一天

所以我決定消失在這座城市裏

在太陽出來的時候 到太陽下山的時候

坐我沒有坐過的公車路綫 走我沒走過的小巷子 

看陌生的街景

進沒有進過的咖啡館 可以看書待幾個小時

看沒有看過的人 要是能說上話更好

一個人在城市裏的探險。

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我想你有兩種

一種是我想到你
一種是我想念你


我好像常常想到你。

she suppose to be the best person to tell screts
the right person to share sadness
the first person to share happiness
but none of them happen to be.

madness followed by huge disspointment.
rewarded with sarcasm, how great, how pathetic.

two weeks record, end of story. that's its.

i wish i could kill her but i still love her so much.
still the sister who wishes for more love frm her.