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I'm emotional these days, pressure freaks me out. My life's such a mess. I'm happy to have my sisters around, but I can't really afford the tireness, being a tourist guide and an AD student at the same time. I want to be with my sisters, I want to show them the place I live. So I skipped classes, but tons of homeworks were still there waiting for me to finish. I hv no laptops around me when I'm away, so everything's delayed. And i have to pass up all the assignments in time, no excuses.

My brain's no more mine. I'm way so panic with all those papers on my table, trying to figure out what to do first. I didn't realise that I actually talk to my roomate after speaking to her. I need time. hell yea...I need time!!

Oh well...at least I've got some of them done. But still, there's much more after this. Planning an activity is such a hard work, most of my pressure's coming from here - "The Foreign Student Night". I gotta get everthing right in time but I'm just afraid I can't make it. Four weeks left huh? Gosh...I hope this will end very very soon.

4 assignments on the waiting and I have to work with 4 different team with different team members. Hah!

And for the Business assignment, what will happen if u were in a group with lousy team members and a super duper lousy team leader? Let me tell you, the result is : goin to make a presentation and hand over the written report within 3 weeks but nothing's done now, not even visiting a company. I'm pushing so hard but no one's moving!! Yea maybe just me and another girl. Those who cares more than others probably has the hardest time.

For example, my buddy, the poor Cindy. She's sick for 3 weeks and not yet reveal. She sleeps around 3~4am everyday just because works were not done yet. I nearly cried when i read her msg saying she's so tired. I hope I could do something just to let her gain more time for sleeping.

Well...that's all for now. Complaining makes me feel better.
Thanks for those who encourage me.

I love my family, and my friends ♥

I heard this two songs and I was touched.
they were so soft and beautiful(?) Hmm...listening to musics makes me precipitate. I think that's why musics' so important for me, they make me stay away from stress and troubles in reality. Make's me feel better to keep moving on.